Category Archives: doodle

Take Silly Pictures!

More photos of spider webs and the late sun touching the sides of trees …I just haven’t uploaded them yet, lazy I tell ya!

Actually, just preparing for back to school, crazy how it’s that time of year already! Summer ends… I’m not even the same person I was at the beginning of Summer. It’s funny how you’ll do some growing in almost every season…but still there is always the heartbreak of every ending, to a beginning. And I long to step back at the beginning of Summer and just soak it all back up again… Ugh but I’m ready for football season, fall nights, the promise of new growth. In myself and in my kids…

And here is August’s playlist.

August

I went with Woodstock type songs since it will the anniversary of Woodstock in August. Late ’60s songs. Late summer nights. Then my son’s birthday (the Beatles Birthday),  then it would be my mom and Dad’s 50th anniversary if my dad were still alive, so I added a special song that reminds me of them. But mostly hippy songs, that summer of freedom and revolution…I hope I captured a bit of that. I’m still adding stuff…

Just let your freak flag fly, listen to the good old days, and take the pictures. The thing that gets me out of my house on the loneliest of days is my fanny pack, my camera and hitting the trails. I don’t care, it makes me happy.

Back to the UGH Faces

Back to the UGHS of my life…

Ugh

I think, therefore I UGH…

I am human, hear me UGH…

What expression explains so much about the state of the world? Ugh

What expression so deftly describes perpetual defeat? Ugh

What do I do when I can’t sleep? create scenarios, write them down, doodle faces screaming UGH

Then go to bed crying UGH

Or just stare into the black abysmal brew of coffee softly stirring the words UGH

Goodnight or Good morning… UGH

Trying

I imagine we all are just trying…

Don’t give up!

July

Here is July’s playlist on August 1st. This is probably because I needed to develop this one so much, to develop the wonderment in my life. I played July on repeat non-stop. And have more continuous momentum for August.

Perhaps by starting with the Moody Blues?

If you’ll notice I stuck with male vocalists throughout this playlist. Particularly from the UK, but Nick Cave had to go in!! mostly English and then the last song by the Guess Who I had to add Share the Land because who doesn’t want a world where we can all live together? A world where people are looking out for each other and genuinely care? I DO.

But this month I really just played Nick Cave nonstop. Which started in late June. The Ship Song and

The Ship Song

People they ain’t no Good

People they ain’t no good live

I’m linking the videos of these songs. I don’t know why but the ship song makes me cry. It’s just beautiful.

Maybe Fridays will be music to listen to Fridays on the wee ol’ blog….noooo, why trap myself into a routine and expectations I will never fulfill. I get sidetracked and mostly lazy. But I’ll try. But for now monthly playlists.

Red Dragonfly (oh my!)

What are the chances of seeing a red dragonfly? I see a lot of dragonflies especially on my walks…but I’ve never encountered a solid red dragonfly! Until now

It was magical …And adds more to my

July’s Merry Merry Wonderment!

You must create your own light. It’s all around you. Even just closing your eyes and facing the sun, let the warm sunshine cascade onto your body.

I am not the most positive person, I assure you. I pull myself out of dark corners daily. Please look up, look around you, you will find the light seeking you. Even if it’s just a small red insect. But you must be willing to look! 

Floating Caffeinated Head (of Dismay)

Floating Caffeinated Head (of Dismay)

It’s been a long time since I’ve done a floating head of dismay! And why not it floating in a cup of coffee… He’s definitely had too much coffee (man!).

I’m thinking of taking some of my coffee cup herons and my floating heads on coffee cups and making some printmaking. I’ve got a little experience with it, just need to gather the materials. I bet you didn’t know but my brain obsession starting in a printmaking class. I made a woodcut of a giant brain and some etchings. Sadly I don’t have any of the etchings but I still have my woodblock of the brain.

(Nothing But) Fungus! Again!

(And Trees) and parenthesis (again) but it’s really been a long time since I’ve shown you my mushroom findings. And a lot are just the same logs but just different times I’ve walked upon it. Here’s some recent findings! I love how they just pop out of nowhere and you really have to look closely. I love good dead logs that have been laying on the forest floor for a long time. It’s still giving so much life after its demise. And remember that, I suppose, whatever you want to think about death…I don’t want to get too philosophical, but trees are amazing and what would they say to us if we could communicate with them? and with fungi? What would the earth be like without trees? Well, we certainly wouldn’t be here…so yes, go hug a tree, dammit! (Even dead logs)! Watch out for the deadly fungus though! HAAH…okay, what irony though…giver of life and death…okay, no, I didn’t eat a magical mushroom! But I’m high on nature that’s for sure!

I wish I had a nature’s guide to fungus, so no, I don’t know what this is. This ain’t no scientific blog or anything, just a studying nature. But my ignorance isn’t flattering so I’m sorry I don’t know what any of these fungi are 😦

This wicked fungus is quite beautiful. And bugs were crawling on it, so I assume it’s not too poisonous (to insects anyway).

Okay, enough! but this was a weird one isn’t it? It’s so bizarre you want to touch it, but I didn’t, I promise!

Well, my friendly dead log with the white fungi I come across from time to time.

Ahhh, the trees!

Of course, had to put a puddle in the mix!

And this just looks like the gases of Jupiter! it was just too cool!

Sorry for all the photos, and I’m just in awe that I keep coming back to the same place and each time I find something new and interesting. I hope you find them just as fascinating.

(Nothing But) Flowers!

I would title this one (Nothing But) Flowers (if you get it you get) and for my flower studying. I’m not sure I’m studying flowers as much as I am just admiring their beauty. And how in each time of day (whether after a rainy afternoon and the sun comes in strongly or on a partly cloudy morning).

So here are some days of flower wandering wonderments. I did make that word plural so you can suck it red underline thing/dictionary that says that’s not a word! It’s merry wonderment time (again). Also there’s lot of parenthesis, parenthesises (parenthesi? then?)

I do love how the sun was coming through behind this little flower!

The sun was really that bright that day!

This was after a short afternoon rain and the sun was coming in.

Here’s some more brilliant flowers that day.

To me the way the camera captured it looks like a painting! Cool

The bees were busy today!

Birdo Fly!

Are you ready to fly, yet?

So this week I did something out of my comfort zone, I fully emerged from the shell. I won’t give you the details! Nope, but I’m not really disappointed that I didn’t get the job (oh okay so it was an art teacher job for an elementary school). I am just surprised I even went for it…and bombed with my lack of experience and communication. I don’t know how to talk at all ..and I sound like a buffoon! It’s true. I couldn’t sleep because I kept replaying what I said…ugh it was embarrassing. No wonder I never got a call back…

It’s okay, back to my shell. Until I feel compelled again to be ambitious.

I can’t mask my awkward personality.  It will not fly in a classroom. Students will see it as a weakness and run all over me. And I can see that’s exactly what this principle was thinking too.

Time to learn to be bold and brave and all that crap that you hear from motivational speakers.

Well, timing was not exactly right but I think the wheels are in motion. I didn’t die from humiliation and intimidation. And it’s sad to be this scared of people and life at this age of life. It really is …now to sulk and be a loser again.

Craptacular.

Where is my brain? It’s mushed

July

The sun is scorching, the water’s fine

The birds are bathing

In the hot July sunshine

Bathing suits and all

Leave it to me to write ridiculous birdo haikus. But it literally just matches the doodle, so there you go.

I am on vacation this week, not wanting to celebrate the 4th at all, strictly angry with our country so why bother…

But swimming is a particular favorite past time of mine, so I will do some of that whilst protesting in the streets! Swimming in betweens…I was trying to be poetic. Why does anger and rage bring the rhythm out in me ? I’ve been dancing a lot too.

Just stick to your dumb doodles there, please..we don’t want to see any dancing, or poetry.

Dancing with doodles

The doodles dance terribly

Dance dumb doodle dance!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!

screaming helps too.