
Oh look! Turtles again…on my path, hiding. I understand, I want to hide too.
Here is the actual turtle. He’s doing a good job at hiding.


Oh look! Turtles again…on my path, hiding. I understand, I want to hide too.
Here is the actual turtle. He’s doing a good job at hiding.

The week of doodles, May is here! Oh May, the month of birthdays. I get to look forward to that but more. And Mother’s day in the U.S, and just on the cusp of Summer. Bright blue skies and tanned skin. There is always nostalgia in May, the akin to every childhood memory. The end of the school year, the start of summer. Anyway, you all feel it too.



-CM

And to end the turtles theme, I’ll end it back inside in its shell! Hide!
Better to hide than to ruin everyone’s life. I always ruin everything.
More turtles, earth appreciation, and moving cautiously, that’s about all the week has been. Yet it’s also been a bunch of overthinking, (crying) overwhelming mess. In time I guess I will not care so much, but at this time it is all that bothers me. Just people, people and their self-righteous judgements. People and whatever they think, but maybe it’s not about them. Deep inside I’m trying to see that I am a better person, and that I can change. But how do you leave the world of people and their opinions, and enter the world of the not caring about their stupid assumptions? I guess, it takes an inner strength, esteem, self-love that erases their voices out of your head and all you hear is this: I am worthy.
Okay I’m saying this all to the Internet that makes a lot of sense. Into the open plains of the Internet. Into the wired space jungle of the Internet. Okay, you get it..but people suck.




These mushy turtles this weekend.



Oh, just hiding in my shell, nothing new, just figuring and trying to understand the patterns and problems and the slow progression that comes with diving inward.

This weekend we kept dodging the turtles on the highway. One we had to move out of the road for fear someone would crush the poor guy. We had lots of rain so I guess they’re out and about and spring is ripe and blooming full. Oh and not to mention the snakes are too ( did not replicate the snake though, or help it out of the way, but I did not run over it).
I guess the progress is going slow, however it is progress. I remain attached to my shell though, unless I need to retract. I think retracting is necessary. Then every once in a while popping out of my shell to give the ones I care about a doodle or two.