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Good Evening from a Book

Books Make Me Happy

I like to read at night. Well, really that’s when I get some of my reading in..I would love to read in the early morning hours, and sometimes try and set my alarm a little early to sip succulent coffee and dive into that delicious book. But I’m usually two sips into my coffee and out comes my phone to scroll for a few minutes before I’m either too late or need to get the kids up and at ’em.

Ahh, but if it’s the weekend there’s the lazy-lay- in bed- sip- coffee and read while the sun shines just right, the perfect kind of lighting to read to. And even the boys like to sometimes grab a book or pen and paper first thing in the morning before actually getting up. Let the brain wake up, absorb the quiet. Before they grab their devices (ah, I’m guilty of grabbing mine too) to just let it in.

Sometimes I miss newspapers. Just how you watched your parents or adults sit around the table with it, sipping coffee, chatting about the current events. That is my image of adulthood. Folks getting ready for work sitting and reading the newspaper. That’s all you needed to act like an adult. I’m a millennial, (geriatric millennial to be exact, ugh). But I do remember newspapers. I was there! before you could grab the news on your phone.

I mean I know newspapers are still around but I don’t see people reading them. I see people just glued to a smaller more convenient TV. Nothing wrong with it, but you have too many, too much information now. Right there! and some of it is trash. We all know it. But we read it anyway. And yeah some of the news is so egregious and upsetting, so we like memes to take the edge off of the seemingly expansive, scary information out there.

Well, maybe I’m getting at something. What is the point? Maybe I should find photos of people sitting around the table reading newspapers. A new project that will fizzle at the drop of a hat. Or in this case when I close my computer.

Code mush

Where new ideas fizzle and die immediately.

Little Poop Character, it’s NOT A GOOD POOP

They’re not cute, nothing is cute about poop.

What’s worse is being a piece of poop in real life. Someone who constantly makes mistakes and ruins everything. What’s worse is feeling like poop all the time, whether you exercise or eat right, or do try to do your best. But it will never be good enough. Because deep down you already know that you will always be a piece of poop. So why bother. I guess just let down the facade and show everyone your vulnerability? That you’ve made mistakes and that you’re not perfect? that you wish you could go back and be something else, before you were poop? But you can’t. I don’t think there is anything after you’ve become poop. Maybe you fertilize something, but what if it’s cat poop sitting in a damn litter box? Smelling to high heaven. You’re crap and you know it. End of Mush, it’s just crap, everyone knows it. You use it as a crutch to get people to like you, maybe, I mean that’s what I’ve heard. Make stupid little code mush for people to get my attention, HEY OVER HERE LOOK AT Me! I’m special, like a little kid. I hate myself for having no idea or conscious idea that I was doing that? Or maybe I’m questioning my very existence or the very idea of self-expression/art? Why does anyone do anything?

A GIANT MUSHY POOP. ‘Tis all it is or ever will be.

Time for Mush Coffee

The Elixir of Enlightenment! Or Crapulence. Well, we all know what happens when we drink too much coffee so…more like Crapulence than Revelations…but one could have Revelations in Crapulence too. It’s all in perspectives…

I’ve been in a coffee mug mode lately, and in this mode I keep seeking enlightenment in some way…in these small moments of sipping hot bean liquids. Sometimes matcha latte if I want to spice things up a bit…

But I grab my journal and my mug, sip sip, write write, scribble scribble, dribble dribble. It’s not the summer of pasta anymore but the summer of mush coffee. The summer of Enlightenment! Sounds more philosophical…what it really is is sitting on my ass drinking coffee and writing terrible things about myself. But I’m getting somewhere.

Mush Coffee Break

I’ve probably used that title before because I’m always drawing coffee cups. It’s time for a coffee break. Afternoon coffee break time!

I ran out of ideas, please have a seat and enjoy a coffee break. I don’t care if you don’t drink coffee, PRETEND. Grab an empty cup and PRETEND to drink, and nervously laugh. hahahahahah….

I can’t help myself, I have to put a face on everything. and this is a face of a coffee cup having its own coffee break.